Today

I talked to my pastor today.  He made me feel a whole lot better about my schizofrenick way of dealing with my grandfathers death.  I am going to be okay.  It is going to be a process but one that needs to happen.  I'm not really sure what the rest of this week is going to bring but I do know that however it goes, I will be alright.  I have God carrying my through and he won't let me down.